When I get angry at a place…
I feel like just taking a shit on their counters and walking away. That’s how I show I’m displeased with them.
To Momo, Jake, and my wife
I miss you so much. I’m trash and I know it, but I can’t live without you. I woke up this morning having a dream about marriage and kids then rolled over to tell you about it, about how happy I was to have you. About our future and how I always want to be with you and how fantastic you are. To tell you how much I love you. To kiss you… When I found the place where you sleep cold I broke down, all happiness left me. I can’t, I just can’t live like this. I can’t be called Carl, I need Carlie or honey, or any of the pet names, I freakin miss huskybutt, but when I’m just plain old carl without you then I’m nothing, and it hurts, it physically hurts. It’s like a stabbing pain in my chest. You think you’re not strong enough? Well I break down at every moment I get because of it. I miss you to the point where I can’t even get out of my bed. Every second I spend in this miserable life I think about you and all I want to do is make you happy, because that’s what makes me happy. Nothing else matters to me. Only you. I need your love, I can’t go on without it.
She misses her so much and so do I. But god I suck at drawing, This took me so long to do, I’d never post anything made by my hand, but I have to do this…
